Haiz...

I'm doing what now??? I'm very annoyed with my teammates!!

Am i???

Am i really understand???
I think i'm not so good to be a boyfriend...
I'm not really know what girls thinking and what they always think~
Haiz...
Annoyed (>.<)

Drift~

My 1st drift on 03/09... Lol...

Excited... Drifted when i'm going home>.<

No mood for everythings

Miss her =(

Even holidays... me no mood =(

Haiz~

SPAMMING~~

Woots!!!

This two nights we are spamming walls in Facebook~

well.. it's fun man...

Love it!!!

Let us continue tomorrow =)

Damn No Mood...

Damn no mood now...

Feel like wanna point middle finger to them...

WTH.... Say me like this...

You think you very fair???

Fine man...

Let time prove all of this...

I believe in God that He will guide me, help me & lead me in the future ways...

Am I doing the right things??? Or wrong things???

Well... Today I'd done somethings... I don't know it is right or wrong...

It is about one of my friend and his admire...

Okay..

The story start like this...

I saw my friend's admire accepted other boy as her boyfriend...

(Don't think too much)

Of course I'm happy on behalf of my friend...

Finally he can get his freedom (without her annoying)

Well, I told her something to make her let my friend go...

(Don't misunderstanding, because she still love my friend)

Before, she keep on helping my friend reloading...

Guys, what is the feeling when a girl keep help you in money???

For me, the feeling was not good... It make me feel like I'm losing my dignity...

But I don't what others think...

So I told her that...

And also told her to love the one who love her, but not to love the one who never love you...

At last, she decided to let go my friend...

Am I wrong for making this decision on behalf of my friend???

Hmmm... I hope I'm doing a right thing...

My friend... Hope you're not mad with what I'd done just now...

Any wrongs that I did...

Please forgive me...

I'm sorry, my friend...(If I'd done a wrong thing)

By the way, I'm happy that yesterday I'm having a great time with my friends...

We going to Eastwood for our school function...

After the function over, we all going for swimming... Weee~

Had a lot of fun time in the pool =)

After that, we are going to row a boat over the lake of Eastwood...

It's fun... 1st time I'd such great time with my friends=)

After that... Me and Wui Lok going to MaBaker fto buy birthday cake for Max...

It's his birthday=)

Happy Birthday Dude^^

Lets continue...

After the RIT graduation ceremony...

We all going back home...

At night, we are going for badminton... ^^v

How long I didn't touch my racket...

We had a lot of funs at the court...

Quite enjoy with them=)

We played till around 11.30pm...

Well... I'm addicated to badminton now...

Hope still got another chance for badminton with them...

Thats all for today and yesterday=)

Thanks my friend for letting me having a great day yesterday=)

Thanks to,

1. Max (Birthday Teen)

2. Wui Lok

3. Sian Yang

4. Jimmy

5. Hua Chieng

6. Victor

7. Peter

8. Kim Yung

9. Eu Pin

10. Kai Foo

11. Eva

12. Yu Jun

13. Yu Jun's bro (not very clear about his name, sorry)

14. Dilly

And so on...

It's really too much=)

Goodnight everyone^^

12.07.10

Well... Just now something make me so happy... But Can't say it here=)

My mood now so happy ler...

No homework... Just tomorrow having quiz...

Hehe^^

Good Luck!!!!

From Gracilla's Blog... (Like this so much)

总有一些人，他们看上去整天都很开心，嘻嘻哈哈的，没有

烦恼，像个小孩，他们会说玩是我最大的乐趣，我很喜欢玩，我什么都会玩人多的时候他们脸上总挂着笑容，好多人都会羡慕他们，然而这其实是他们最悲哀的地方，他们不想让别人看到自己难过的一面，更没有能力一个人独处，因为当夜深人静的时候，他不知道一个人会发生什么事，坐在窗前冥想走过的点滴

　　没有人读的懂他们，想着想着貌似快乐的他们就会黯然流下一脸的悲伤，然后自己对自己说：其实也没什么，命运吧！所以他们就整天逼自己笑，以此来逃避那些常人所不能不承受的痛苦！

　　他们貌似很坚强，因为在别人看来，他们什么事都能微笑着去面对，但事实上他们长着世界上最脆弱的心灵，只是长期的伪装使得别人很难发现他们内心深处的创伤。他们其实非常孤独，虽然看到他们时都是在跟一群人谈天说地，那是因为他们实在不能承受一个人时的折磨！

　　他们只想简简单单、快快乐乐的活着，期待并且相信每个人给的笑容都是真心的，希望身边的人都是真正的喜欢自己。即使别人小小的意见，也会另他们难过好久，他们真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜欢。因为，他们总是为别人想的很多，对别人总是比对自己好；把能对喜欢的人好当做幸福，喜欢别人比喜欢自己多。

　　他们总是那样，前一秒还伤心的流着泪，后一秒出现在朋友面前的时候，已经满脸溢着灿烂的笑容。有人说他们是向日葵，是的，他们在意的人就像是太阳，在面对太阳的时候永远是明艳的花瓣，而太阳照不到的背面，那悲伤藏得那么好，不愿被看见。

　　他们向往放纵自由的生活，却必须为了谁很努力的朝另外的一个方向活着，很累很累，却仍是心甘情愿。离自己的梦境越来越来远，不得不面对从未想过的争夺和复杂，恐慌、不知所措。只有面对最信赖的人时，才会卸下盔甲，委屈的流下眼泪。因为在他们心里，笑就是开心，哭就是难过，接近就是喜欢，远离就是讨厌。但其实不是，他们明白了，心好伤，眼泪就没忍住。哭过之后，笑笑得擦干眼泪，说，没关系，我可以做的很好的。

　　他们好像无所不能，好像总是不会有烦恼，好像什么问题都能轻而易举的解决，总是喜欢喜欢出现在流泪的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗着笑。而面对自己的问题，他们却茫然无措，面对自己的悲伤，他们只会躲在人们看不见的角落里慢慢由伤口越裂越大。

　　他们的想法非常简单，说出来的就是心里所想的，肚子里不会拐七道八道的小弯，无心的话可能会引起别人的误解。所以，请别记恨他们，他们从不愿伤害谁，小小的错误就能让他们懊悔很久。

　　他们其实非常单纯，甚至你曾经给了他一个微笑他也会一辈子记得你的好，因此他们的世界观其实也很简单，他们很容易受蛊惑，请不要轻易的伤害他们的感情，因为一旦伤害了，那就将永远弥补不回来！如果你身边有这种人请你给予他（她）那怕是凤毛麟角的那点关怀，让他（她）知道这个世界没有抛弃他们 :)

070710

Wow... Today's date so awesome~

0707~

Haha... Nothing Special happened on today...

Decided to catch back my studies...

Do well in my studies...

Aim what should i aim now=)

Hope get best result in the coming test... Hehe...

Seniors are going to retire soon...

Well... 05 new student almost come to the last year of secondary school..

Time flies...

Aim for my SPM now=)

Good Luck^^

Events are gone...

Waiting for me is my studies...

Green report card==

New head prefect, head boy & girl are choosing now...

Wondering who will be those 3 high positions...

But i think there's no me inside=)

haha...

Let things go nature...

Throw away all my annoyed things=)

130610

i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate i hate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien sien!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arh arh arh arh arh arh arh arh arh arh arh arh arh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hmmm...

today no working... go IMCM see Ida test car... wait her finish... then saw ah xiong... Zzz...

They start exam... me and kylie go lim teh... haha... drive from IM to town then go pelita then back boulevard eat==

haha... After eating then back IM... Ida's turn liao... haha... she so nervous ler... then do inside exam... she failed inside... hill there... pity her..

then wait on road... wait so long at there... think she wait till want sleep le... hahaha... finally her turn... wait her back... after finish then bring her go her grandma's house change clothes xia... then we go eat lunch... haha...

after lunch bring her back school for band==

then go home watch movie==

==

I HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hate u hate u hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ISH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

feel like want punch wall...

no one know my feeling now!!!!!!!!!!

Shit!!!!!!!!

Damn Bored holiday==

Hmmm(><)

this holiday so boring...

Not interested at all...

Going to work for whole day...

Damn Tired~

Haiz...

Can't go out play...

planned to go out de people dont want go out...

Then no mood liao

==

tomorrow dont want works lar(><)

Holiday~

28-05 Friday

Today school having audition for the concert performance... Lazy say so much for that... Quite boring when watching them dancing==

Mr Richard asked me, chyi wei, wui lok, alfred & another 4 girls to perform for the saxophone solo performance== 2nd time performing when school concert...

After audition, go marrybrown with wui lok, max & jimmy... saw schoolmates but not friend with them==

Then go home sleep==

29-05 Saturday

Today wake up around 10am... Preparing & waiting for phone from wui lok to go parkson... Then around 12 i go his house pick him then we go parkson... Hard to find parking... LEO Singing Competition held at parkson... We go support our school a while... Then go eat marrybrown again== after eating meet mary & her friend... Chat a while xia then go buy movie ticket.. Watched "Shrek 4"... Nice xia lar... Then go popular... Meet mary them again== I think she lack of love... Cause she is reading a love novel... LOL... Then play xia, read books then go walk walk le... Saw gan lin & dilly... Then walk together... Meet Xian Jun & Tingyi... Walk together... On the way to sugarbun... Meet mary again... Asked me to acc her waiting car... Then ask her to go with us.. LOL... That mary sohai sohai one... Don't know how to use handphone de... Laugh dao me beng ar!!!

Haha... Then bring she go find her car... Then go bowling liao jiu go home ler....

幸福 转站: 读书篇

幸福 转站: 读书篇

Useless XXX

Oh i See... the slogan just for saying only.. no wonder lar~~~ haiz... cause we're over 50% formed by Independent School... So we can't join~ Never mind... Next year you will know what happen~~~ SienZ!!!!

We're waiting~

We're all waiting for the final confirmation~~~ Please Lord~ Let us go for the competition~ Please~~~ Lord~~~

Fail~

I fail my 3 penjuru test...

But i passed my road test==

5th may go re-test==

Haiz...

Dinner~

We having our great times in Ming Cafe...

Hehe... We talk a lot of joke...

A lot of funny things...

Haha...

Nice memories for us...

Madam Lee..

Finally we got double Champion in Inter-School Volleyball...

It quite waste that you not at there with us~

But still got next year...

^^

We WON!!!!

Finally... We are the Champion In Miri Volleyball!!!! WooHoo!!!!

Thanks to my teammates, supporters~

RRSS Volleyball teams are the CHAMPION!!!!

Girls, you guys did the best!!!

Guys, you guys are the best among the best!!!!

Well DONE^^

Let's aim for Malaysia Chinese Independent School Competition Next Year...

Jia YOu!!!!

Meet you guys at tonight Dinner at Ming's Cafe^^

Sui Arh~~~~!!! Whoosh~~~!!!

Yeah... Finally... We fight into final~~~ Woohoo~~

Today so excited...

We nearly lose to Pei Min...

1st set we won...

2nd set we lose...

here come 3rd set...

at 1st... we losing... then we chase back the score and winning...

Then we lose again...

Opponent left 1 point then win liao...

we just 16 only...

Then we got the service...

Keep chasing chasing and chasing...

chase from 16-24 to 26-24...

Finally,

We won it~

So tomorrow we are going into Final!!!

Champion... Here I come!!!!! Jia You!!!!

Exam Exam Exam~~~!!!!

Oh my gosh... I'm going to have about 5 papers tomorrow...

Physics, Biology, Add-Maths, Moral & Chinese...

Actually some of them are on Tuesday and Wednesday...

Just Tuesday, Wednesday & Thursday I've to go for my competition...

So stress now~~~ Got homeworkS, ExamS, Competition~

Haiz...

Jia You lar Lik Yang~

There is nobody know what is my feeling now~

不会有人知道我现在的心情

There is no one will look through my heart...

不会有人看穿我的心

There is no one can understand how i feel...

没有人可以了解我现在的感受

There is no one know what actually i'm happening in this few days

没有人知道我这几天发生什么事

Volleyball Inter School

Next week will be our volleyball inter school competition...

Heard that our biggest enemy not bad...

BUT...

I trust my teammates^^

Our attack is the best among all the school...

Our defense won't lose our attack too~

Guys...I has confident to you all...

We beat them down then we're the champion~

We need to prepare to have a fight with them~

We're the best of the best!!!!!

My Teammates,

Jia You!!!!!!!!!

If I want, I surely Can!!!!!!

What~

WTH~!!! Small operation??? in my throat??? Is it true??? Haiz~

Discuss with my family 1st...

T-T

Hard to breathe now...
Haiz...
Don't know why...
This few days my nose like got things blocked...
Really hard to breathe...
Even talking also hard..
Like no sound no sound one~ Hmmm(>.<)

简单的称呼，足以代表彼此的感情的深浅

体贴的小动作，足以代表他对她的关心

牵了手，就不要说放手；

说了爱，就不要说不爱；

亲过了，就不要说心冷

我爱你，你爱我吗？

你很幸福，因为你只需要选择爱我或不爱我；

而我，只能选择爱你或更爱你

因为这样，所以我们认识彼此；

因为这样，所以我们互相联络；

因为这样，所以我们互相关心；

因为这样，所以我们互相喜欢；

也因为这样，所以我爱你

如果爱你是一种痛苦，那么我选择痛苦。。。

如果思念是一种烦恼，那我愿意为你感到烦恼。。。

你，悄悄走进了我的心，但却不给我回应

冷淡的你，将热情的我给冻结了

顽皮的你，将严肃的我给弄得团团转

你之前说我总是喜欢上错的人

当我认为我爱上对的人时，你却对我如此冷淡

眼在流泪，心也在流泪

不知为何，那段时间的回忆总是播放在我脑海里

它让我想起你，想起我和你在一起的点点滴滴

难道，那时轰轰烈烈的感情，就这么冷淡下来了吗？？？

Wrote it when class going on~

Why Should I suffered this???

Between this and that!

I tried, but still not success for it...

It isn't my fault....

Why should I get blamed or what???

Enough for it~

I treated you good but i get that kind of treat from you!

It seems cold...

I'm Sad, I'm unhappy, I'm moody, I'm tiring for suffering for all of this...

I hope you can understand me although you seems bu shuang me...

I hope you also will understand my feeling now...

I would like to say Sorry to you if you feel that I needed to say sorry~

原来晚安不可随便说(From Facebook)

你有和喜欢的人聊到很晚的经历么？
你有和他说完晚安才关机睡觉的习惯么？
那么我告诉你关于晚安的秘密！
有一天，天堂放假，一个天使来到人间，为了化解自己的无聊，
对一个女孩说，我可以实现你一个愿望，权利，金钱，美貌，爱情……
女孩想得很认真，天使有些害怕，如果她说一些他实现不了的愿望，会很没面子。
总之一定要让她看到天使是多么厉害，我要她崇拜我，我要让她感激我。
“我想每天睡前都能听到你对我说晚安！”
天使惊讶于如此简单的愿望，忽然有一种大材小用的感慨。“好，这很容易！”
天使根本没有多想，就如此轻易的答应了。
女孩也就欢欣雀跃，满心期待着愿望一天一天实现。
晚上，在qq上，天使对女孩说：“晚安！”还画了一个“：*”，说这是给她的晚安kiss。
女孩也就满足的睡去，梦都散发着甜甜的味道。
也偶尔，网关断了，天使也会打个电话给她，对她说晚安，并在电话的另一端亲她的额头，祝她好梦。
不知是从何时开始，天使要开始忙自己的事情了，
他或许是太忙了，连说晚安的时间都没有了。
于是，每天晚上，女孩都满怀期待的等着自己的晚安，
却每晚都在失落中入睡，梦里，
女孩站在远远的地方，看着忙碌的天使，
他或许忙得忘记了晚安的约定，
或许等他有空了，他会把亏欠的晚安都补给她。
最终，天使忙得都忘记了女孩，终于永远的飞走了，带着那许多亏欠的晚安。
很久之后，天堂放假的日子，一大群天使来到人间，
他们问女孩，我们可以每人帮你实现一个愿望，权利，金钱，美貌，爱情……
女孩却没有说出自己的愿望，
她知道，这是个简单到无法实现的愿望，
哪怕是天使，也不能。
真正的天使其实是这个女孩子自已的本身而晚安只是告诉你, 我会想你！
晚安：wan an！ 把这个词的中文拼音拆开 晚安的拼音wan an，
每一个字母都代表一个字就是Wo Ai Ni,Ai Ni——我爱你，爱你！
如果你知道了这个秘密，那么请你：以后聊天后，不要忘了和他说一声：晚安！
有个朋友告诉我，在她的生命中曾经有一份最真挚的感情，没有火花，没有表白，没有交往……她只是在心里默默的爱着一个她认为值得她爱的人，尽管对方已心有所属。
她告诉我，每天睡觉前，她会想他一遍，然后，以朋友的身份跟他说一声“晚安”……于是，我心血来潮，也有了要说“晚安”的冲动，对那个也是我认为的最值得我爱的人

Tiring with chasing homework =(

Feel so tired this few days...

Homeworks and Study...

Make me feel tired...

My hardworking seem not really works~

but I'll try to make it work^^

Jia You Lik Yang

If I want, I surely Can^^

Jia You!!!!!!

I want to get a excellence result~

Hmmmm (>.<)

I WON'T SAY SORRY AGAIN!!!!

Haiz...

"everytime i mad on you just sorry.............................................."

"seems you don't like me say sorry to you, then i won't say it again..."

No more sorry to her!!!!

So angry and mad~!

ARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st Experience for driving~

Yeah... My 1st day learning to drive^^

It was so excited and happy when waiting sifu to teach me~

Haha... Got few times the car will "chok chok" like this...

But getting smooth le...

Nasib no "mati engine" xD

Hehe...

Waiting for the 2nd time^^

My car license~ I'm coming^^

Happy in mood^^

Oh Yeah~~~

I'm learning car tomorrow~~ Woo Hoo~~~!!! Freaking HappY^^

♥ you and miss you~

I miss you badly now...

This few days really no mood at night~

all like already set~

Haiz...

Today counted as happy...

Going out with Yeong Shan & Ida...

Congrates to Ida that she passed her law test^^

=)

By the way~

feel unsecured...

a feeling that from her and make me feel moody this few nights~

by the way...

when messaging with others...

there no such feeling inside me~

Haiz~

规则:
① 被点者请在自己的网志上打上答案
② 请传给另外十个人
③ 传阅人请在这十位被点的人的留言板上通知他，他被点咯!
④ 这当中的十位不得拒绝
⑤ 被点者请注明被谁点了在哪里接到再传给下十位
⑥ 这些被点名者，你们被点会祝福
⑦ 不可回点哦，并且愿望会实现和得到幸福
坐上幸福热气球， 开始咯

幸福热气球：第一阶段
① 绰号：多到～
② 星座：水瓶座
③ 生日：10.02.1993
④ 兴趣：打排球，舞狮(ld again==)
⑤ 血型：AB
⑥ 最宝贵的东西：快乐
⑦ 最討厭的东西：伤心

幸福热气球：第二阶段
① 有喜欢的人吗：有^^
② 有交往吗：暂时还不算
③ 幸福吗：幸福的很=)
④ 她很爱你吗：要问下。。。
⑤ 如果你有勇气最想是什么：大声说我爱你^^

幸福热气球：第三阶段
① 你被谁点：Kai Foo
② 他是你的谁：朋友
③ 他的个性是：有点好练 xD
④ 他长得怎样：头发比我长 xD
⑤ 跟他认识多久：今年第五年了吧？？
④ 你想要怎样的生活：自由，快乐
⑤ 你喜欢自己吗：超喜欢
⑥ 你喜欢音乐吗：喜欢
⑦ 你喜欢体育吗：喜欢
⑧ 你喜欢跳舞吗：从来没喜欢过～
⑨ 你很专情吗：还可以，希望这次会长久～
⑩ 你喜欢睡觉吗：当然
Ⅰ 你喜欢唱歌吗：喜欢:)

开始点名

1. Becca
2. Gan Lin
3. Kai Foo
4. Mary
5. Gia Horng
6. Joanna
7. Joanne
8. Li Ching
9. Albee
10.Ting Yi



「五号跟谁谈恋爱」
不懂哦。。。

「一号是男的还是女的」
feMale

「六号人很好吗」
不错啦

「九号很色吗」
拜托～会色就惨咯～

「七号跟三号在一起吗]
不可能～

「八号是单身吗]
没有错的话～

「十号喜欢一号吗」
les meh？？？

「五号读那间学校」
RRSS

「六号喜欢谁」
Tidak Tahu

「二号喜欢唱歌吗」
当然～

「你爱七号吗]
拜托

「三号住哪]
美里

「十号跟你告白」
我会被扁～

「四号有宠物吗」
好像～


如果你有三个愿望，Tell me your wish :
①希望她每天都开开心心的
②家人身体安康
③成绩再好点～

xD

Finally...

Finally everything over..^^

Now.. I need to start to catch back my study... Too many homeworks.. =(

Will not online during weekdays...

If I online thats mean i'm free to do it^^

Hehe... So tonight is my last day to online during weekdays...

Hahaha... Need to prepare to do my homeworks le...

Bye everyone^^

Jia You~~!!^^

Lion Dance~

ARH!!! I got SUNBURN~~~ Pain... T-T

Still got about 11 days to go~

So fast.. Chu si liao~

Haiz~~

Jia You~

Happy Birthday to Me^^

xD Got little bit hao lian xia~ Haha...

Today is my 17 birthday^^

So happy~

Although no present, no surprise party or what...

But still got many people greet me happy birthday^^

Some of them I answer them that too late to greet le... Sorry ya... Just playing^^

Hehe... Thanks for those who greet me Happy Birthday at school and in Facebook^^

But sorry to those who greet me using SMS... My phone out of credit now... So can't reply you guys...

Sorry~~~

So i say thanks here^^

Hope you guys see it^^

Hehe~~~~

Thanks my bro, Thanks my friends, Thanks to XXX, Thanks to all of you^^

THANKS again^^

Happy Chinese New Year^^

Friends, Brothers, Guys, Gals^^

Happy Chinese New Year^^

瞬间～

最近，把部落格的名称换成了“瞬间”。。。其实，这名称还蛮有意思的嘛。。。

瞬间，什么都变成不一样了。。。

什么事情都是因为“瞬间”而改变。。。

那瞬间，对她的感觉说来就来。。。怎样克制也克制不了。。。

瞬间，一场意外过后，什么都变不一样了。。。

真的，都不一样了。。。

人有时就是这么的脆弱，往往都预料不到下一秒会发生的事情。。

就像我一样。。。早上，中午都还好好的。。下午就突然间昏了过去。。。什么也不记得了。。

在那瞬间，我真的才发觉到，她，是那么的重要。。。真的希望她就在我身旁，但我了解这是不可能的事情。。。在我身旁的，永远永远都是我的朋友。。。我出事的那一天，扶我的，抬我的，陪着我的，全都是我的朋友，我的兄弟。。。那天过后，对一些朋友的偏见，都改观了。。

情人，永远都比不上难兄难弟。。。

对她的感情，好像越来越深（最恨的）。。。

再说，我也不敢期望太高。。。

毕竟，自己也是受过伤的人。。。唉～

下午才对自己说：“难得喜欢一个人，可以喜欢到没压力，没烦恼的那种”。。。

现在，瞬间就感到烦恼。。。

突然很喜欢《搞笑》这首歌。。。感觉很适合我。。。

“我在搞笑 藉着热闹 掩盖着心跳 边哭边笑 偏要说着 一个人真好”

这句，真的很喜欢。。。

好像现在的我。。。唉。。。

很多很多，都是因为瞬间的感觉，瞬间的灵感，瞬间的决定而改变了一生，改变了一切。。。

年初一，情人节都落在同一天。。。

想和她一起过，但要以身作则，因为我是总队长。。。

所以，不懂该如何决定。。。

我想，以大局为主是我的首选吧。。。

唉。。。

真的很想告诉你。。。

520 =(

Sorry...

I'm sorry.. sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry...

sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry...

SORRY~~~~~!!!!!

Please forgive me~~~!!!=(

01.02.2010

Today... I slept until 8.30am something... Then i go school about 10a.m... Quite tired...

Today lion dance meeting... Quite okay... Just some nia... Hope you guys can do well this year^^

Hit our target last year and last last year^^

Jia You~~~!!!!

I felt very very tired now... My stamina lost many... T-T

Feel so fast tired.. When meeting, I almost sleep... I'm tired... Haiz...

=(

恐怖的一天～

原来，徘徊在死亡的边缘是那么的恐怖。

我经历了徘徊在死亡边缘的那种感觉。

真的，它是那么的恐怖,那么的真实。。。

那种感觉，我永远忘不了。。。

我真的很怕，因为这样我就不省人事了。。。

那种感觉，不知要怎样形容。。。

很怕，不能看到我的朋友，

很怕，不能看到你，

很怕，不能看到我的家人，

很怕，很怕，很多很怕。。。

那种感觉是如此真实与恐怖。。。

就连说话，走路的力气都没有了。。。

整件事情是这样的。。。

当我被老师叫去跑4x400m接力赛时，我很高兴，很兴奋。。。

赛前的我，像只猴子这样，这里跑那里跳。。。还帮每个人打气，喊加油！

说事实，我自己是有点紧张。。。

Franky教我前面不要冲，要到后面才冲，我竟然紧张到忘记了！

棒一到手就冲，死命冲，没力了还坚持冲！

终于，只剩下最后一百米了。。。

我的脚开始不听使唤了，还在坚持，

最后，终于跌到了。。。

或许，很多人会认为，为什么跌倒了还要站起来继续跑？

在有些人眼中，这是一个很傻的举动。。。

但在当时，我的信念，我的意志告诉我：“站起来，继续往前走；不要放弃！”，

所以，我就站了起来，继续向终点跑去。。。

结果，跑了两三步又到下来了。。。

再站起来，再跑。。。

再跌，再站，想再继续跑，却被老师还有朋友们拦住了。。。

他们把我抬到旁边去。。。

刚开始，他们认为我脚抽筋，就一直帮我拉。。。

到最后，应该是我的脸色变了（昏迷状态），

老师把我抬到司令台下坐，有一位董事（何瑞英董事)，

看到我这样，便帮我按穴道，我就吐了。。。

吐了过后，感觉有好一点，但还是很想睡觉，感觉很累很累。。。

周围的朋友，老师，校长等，都叫我不可以睡。。。他们都喊着叫我不要睡。。。

那时，我真的很想睡觉，很累很累，

有位家长（不懂是谁），建议我到附近的中医诊所，

她便送我到那里去。。。

一路上，我的双手麻痹，好彩有Jimmy帮我按摩，让血流通。。。

到了诊所，他们把我送进治疗室，医生帮我量血压，把脉等。。

医生说，我的血压偏低，心脏暂时处于休克状态，

运动太过激烈，超过体能极限，所以心脏负荷不了导致缺氧。

那时，我还是觉得很累，想睡觉。

在运动场，每个人轮流通知我的家人，Gan Lin, Mathew, Jimmy等通知我家人。。。

爸爸来了，载我回家。。。又得麻烦他们把我抬上车了。。。

回到家，休息一会儿，便想着去看他们表演。。。

结果，还没到那里，他们就回到学校了==

不过，经过这件事后，我才看得出，我才了解到，什么是患难见真情。。。

在这里，我要感谢很多很多人，不管有被点到名的或是没有的，都希望你们别介意，

当时处于昏迷状态，不是很了解睡在我身边。。。

首先，朋友：

Jimmy, Mathew, Gan Lin, Eu Pin, Tong Liang, Xiau Siang, Max, Hui Rou, Franky, Wen, Tiffany, Ee Jeung, Xiao Hui, Wui Lok, Shi Hao, Xuan Yang, Kai Foo, Mary, Becca, Kim Yung, Pey Pey & her Mother, Peter, Wen Rong, Ida, Eddie, Ryan, Michelle, Xiao Wen（不懂你的真名）, Selwyn, Theresa, Darren, Joanna, Justin, Xiao Wei, Umi Alya, Eu Ting, Eva等等（对不起，记不起来了）

再来，老师，家长及董事：

Mr Tay, Madam Ho, Aunty（一位家长），CEO, Mr Richard, Mdm Wee, Mdm Jill等等（对不起，也记不起来了）

对不起，让你们担心了。。。现在感觉好很多了，只是时不时头还会疼，身体很快就感到疲惫。。。对不起。。。

也谢谢你们，为我按穴道，为我按摩让我的血流通，谢谢你们把我抬上车，谢谢你们。。。真的谢谢你们·。。。

我永远都记得你们昨天怎样帮助我。。。谢谢你们！

我也谢谢那些关心我的朋友们。。。谢谢你们的关心。。。

我也谢谢那些一直在鼓励我的朋友，谢谢你们～

在这里，如果之前有什么得罪到你们的话，我在这里说声对不起。。。

对不起～～～～！！！！

29-01-2010

Today is our school Sport Day... Not bad for the presentation... Got little bit change of the formation^^

Tomorrow jia you^^

Today very happy although scolded one of my member for something...

Today also sot sot de... Don't know what i'm doing o~

==

Thats all that what i want to say for today^^

Bye^^

I Done it^^

Finally... I finished my UEC Add Maths~ Haha... Although have some using copy one... xD

Now i realized if not going into the class... Every subject you can't catch it... It takes you a lot of time to catch it back... So... Don't try to escape classes unless there is urgent things to do... xD

Go play game le...

Bye~~~

Suffered~~

WTH... UEC maths so hard... Haiz... Now doing UEC maths... Very hard and complicated... Stopped at there and doing nothing~ == blogging, chatting and facebook... == My brain can't think again~

Regret that not going into class... But there are many activities waiting me... T-T

Jia You lar~~~

Happy day^^

Today... Our lion sport day's presentation's practice goes smoothly today... They all co-operate with us... Feel happy^^ Well Done guys~~~^^ I'm very happy that we all succeed...

Tomorrow jia you again^^

Keep it up^^

Hope we will do our best in the Sport Day^^ JIA YOU^^

no mood

Haiz... Lazy to write...

Last day of Orientation~

Finally... Our Mission of Orientation 2010 already over... On this day, we all felt very high~ dancing, shouting, clapping, playing "newspaper hit people" and more... Haha... Heard from Mr. Richard said that this year orientation held successfully compared with last few years... Yeah... *High 5*

Coming events are Lion Dance Training Camp(22-24/01/2010) and RRSS Bruin's Sport Day(29-30/01/2010)...

Committee, our next Mission (Lion Dance Training Camp) is coming... Be ready for it... Do our best^^ Jia You...

Okay.. Now... Got a stupid person doing stupid things on the last day of orientation == That person asking for biting my finger~ Ngaidi~~~ my finger 1st time bitten by others... =( Who is that stupid person o??? Aiya... That stupid Mary lar~ == My finger ar~~ T-T always do stupid things one o~ xD Haha...

Gonna to do my homework and my revision for tomorrow Chinese test~ xD Jia You~~~!

Station Game~~

WooHoo... Today so fun... Our station games go smoothly... Thanks to the God that give us a good weather to play the station games^^ Hehe.. We play water... So fun~~~ Haha... Everybody wet~~ Yes~~~! That's my job to make you guys all wet~ Haha... Some of them can't play water and also injured... Haiz... Sad for them~~

Never mind... Sure got next time^^ Hehe~~~

Orientation almost over... But sport day coming... And also Lion Dance Training Camp~~ Woo... Tired tired~~ T-T and my study ler??? Haiz...

So many homeworks~~~ And so many things need to busy and prepare~~~ =(

Never mind... Jia You Jia You~~~!!!!! My God will always be with me when I'm doing my things^^

Lion Dance Presentation

Today's lion dance presentation spoiled by me... That my fault~

Haiz...

My friends... Sorry~

My teammates... I'm Sorry~

Sorry~~~~!

08.01.2010

Got a person looks angry today... Haiz... Don't know why so angry... Don't care about her 1st... Today very busy... Morning busy for the school function... Afternoon busy for the orientation... Night busy for doing homeworks... == Tomorrow morning still got orientation... Afternoon having lion dance training for orientation presentation on Monday... Guys... Try our best and let those new students feel interested to our Lion Dance^^ Jia You~~~~ We all can!!!! ^^

The next... Feel very cold to her now... Don't know what is the reasons... Just start from this year... I less find her and even no talk to her when meet her at school... Treated her very cold...

OMG~! Need to do homework... Cause too many.. Like mountain... Haha...

Bye^^

Busy Days, Weeks, Months...

Now doing my homework... My homework like mountain~ == So many... Got maths, English, moral, Chinese, Biology, Chemistry... All almost need submit by this Friday... T-T Tired man... Busy for studying...

Besides, tomorrow is the orientation 1st day... We all hope that everything will go smoothly... All committee and AJKs add oil~~!!! ^^ After orientation, there will be a lion dance training camp again... Haiz... The lion dance camp will be concentrate on the new students... After the camp... The coming events will be Lion Dance CNY centralize training... OMG~! Then the coming is Chinese New Year... Haha... Many functions... After that can rest for a while liao~~~ xD

Time for me to go homework~ T-T

Jia You~~~

New Life, New Class, New Challenge and NEW HAIR STYLE~~~!

Haha... Tomorrow school reopen... Feel happy to see all my friends^^ Beside... There are more new challenges for me to solve it... Not bad.. It's quite busy year... ^^

I cut my hair today... Having new hair style... Wahaha... Not bad... ^^ I love it so much... Short enough... xD Some of my friends say not bad and nice^^ Thanks ya^^

OMG~! My classroom is at 3rd floor... Highest floor... Ngaidi... Tired ler like this~ Haiz...==

2010

Today is the 1st day of year 2010... Hope anythings will turn new... Forget the past... Look through the future...

My friends... Yesterday night... We lose our competition... I knew that you all had do your best to win it... But at last we fail... Never mind... We still got chances... This year end we try again... Jia you... Forget about the competition... Remember... We are still winners!!! jia you^^

Let 2010 begins~~~! Our new life, new things, new subject to learn~ Jia You my friends~~~! ^^