I'm resisted...

I'm resisted in everything... No matter it is what kind of things... Maths, lion dance and even my studies... I started to lost my faith for it... I hope to put down all the things NOW!!! I wish someone can talk with me truly ... But that person never comes into my life... Where I should search and looking for that person?? And who is that person?? Nobody knows...
I gotta finish all my works... I'm going have a nice sleep & sweet dream tonight without the one I miss now... =)